We have been quiet recently and that is always a sign that there are struggles. The reason for starting this blog was to allow an outlet and a safe way to express my thoughts and feelings so I need to use it more and not be afraid of backlash, others’ opinions or appearing stupid/like a bad dog owner. I know it helps me to write things down so I need to continue to do so.
So the big news at the moment? We have enlisted the help of a behaviourist. Not because we have a particularly troublesome dog currently but because we could end up with a troublesome dog and we are trying to be responsible and do everything to help him be as well rounded as possible.
I have kind of been avoiding talking to people about it as I am afraid of judgement and I am also struggling with some of the things we are trying to do with him and the changes it will mean in our lives. I will do a separate post on this in the coming days as I do need to put my feelings down about the situation.
There are lots of positives though, one of which is that Kubo and Soda seem to be becoming quite attached to each other. It started with Soda taking a liking to Kubo’s bed and just hanging out in there. When it came to actual bed time, Kubo would get in with him and Soda would still not move. He had to be forcibly removed!
This has now evolved into Kubo trying to snuggle up with Soda when he is on a mat or lying on the floor. I’m not sure the cat is 100% impressed but he puts up with it. It’s been kind of cute seeing Kubo take a chew and finding Soda just to lay near him and eat. He hasn’t become as enamoured with Cally yet but they put up with each other more and more and she has begum to start head-butting him. He also gives her a lick now and then but it’s hard to see her appreciating his big slobbery tongue!
Kubo is also still really enjoying Flyball and I am actually enjoying going too. The only thing I am worried about is that so far I have always attended with Dave but if I go this week, I will need to take Kubo on my own. As an anxious person this scares me a little. Everyone seems to have struck up good friendships (granted most people have obviously known each other for ages!) and I do sometimes struggle to interact until I know people. But to get to know people I have to interact … what a catch 22! The other scary part for me is the driving in and out of the venue. For obvious reasons, I can’t take a dog in the 2-seater on such a long journey but I have witnessed Dave struggle to get the van in and out of the gates – it only just fits! I am a confident driver but knowing me, I will panic, misjudge and end up scraping the van. It really is a tight fit and I do find it challenging to judge that vehicle anyway. I would then certainly be in the bad books and out of pocket. I could probably message and ask them to open the second gate but it has never been open before and I don’t want to cause problems and be that difficult person who can’t drive her own vehicle. Equally I don’t want Kubo to suffer and not go to training …
I am being a total worrier at the moment!!
He also really enjoys agility which we haven’t managed to get to for the last 2 weeks (bank holiday and misc commitment) but we will definitely be back next week.
I am starting to get the hang of it a bit more however I still struggle to automatically know my left and right with quick instruction while trying to direct Kubo to the correct jump. I also seem to forget the ability to count when I am in the middle of the ring looking for the number of where to go next! I’m sure it will come with practise, though.
This week we will be taking a long drive to go camping in Cornwall. Kubo came with us last year when he was very young but it will be his first time camping since so we are hoping for the best!
I am trying really hard to stop being such a worrier and I will post again very soon with our experience of seeing a behaviourist and everything that comes with it!